I hope one day you'll be reunited with the person you cherish

short life update time!


my moto!

i really should get it to the service for maintenance. I pity my moto :(
the headlamps got broken for one side, and it looks like it hurts its eye :(
the gear chain got all rust on it.. i feel like i should change it to a new one.
ah, my inner tire got a hole a few days ago. unlucky me.
and the must suck part is, i haven't cleaned it yet for a while D:

i'm sorry TIZ (its name, since the plate number ended up with TIZ, nyahaha)
i'll treat u well soon when i feel better :3


on monday november 28th i will be having my thesis seminar!
wish me luck!
it'll be my one big step after writing things for 2 years!
wooo i'm hyped!


My deck, sad.
I don't think i could ever compete again.
my confidence has been at its lowest, and i keep doing misplays
i can't focus, poor me


hmm, first of all.. i am not fine. i am not feeling well, i think i've been sick.
a week before i fell all out of the sudden after i woke up. I was walking through the corridor when my head got snapped suddenly, and I'm feeling like I'm falling down. I couldn't keep my balance.
I didn't get fainted, I'm still within my consciousness.. but I can't stand up. My head hurts, my body feels weak.

It is vertigo they said.
apparently my head injury got worsen.. hehe

ya i know i shouldn't be faint hearted about this. i did cry once a while when i couldn't handle it, because it feels like the world is shaking and falling down and i can't stop it. I had to lie down for a while before it stopped.

i just hope this sickness doesn't show up on my motorcycle.

Amen.


Lastly,

As for now, I have no family.
no friends to be with
no one cares
i have no one

so when u talk about me being lonely, i'll tell you this:
"loneliness is something i've been living with, i was mend with it, i was molded with it, i was meant for it"
good for you to have at least someone
coz when you have no one



every second stings