Hahaha, truly sorry guys. I promised that I'd post at least once a week, turned out to be a post for the past 3 months!
WTH Nicko where were you!?
okay I doubt that'd been asked to me since nobody cares about this blog though >.>
but still, it's been a really long time since I post things here sooo let's get things start right away!
Final Fantasy XIV
What's the most happy news that i could tell you tonight? YEA! I got the Beta Key~
wooo wooo wooo~~~~ *so excited*
but STOP! it kinda makes me sad as well... because you know.. my laptop can't afford to play it with its spec TAT
it's kinda sad actually.. so i'll have to be more patient as i'm building my very own gaming Personal Computer.
Makrab 2013
As i write things off here, actually i was just arrived from makrab 2013 Information System Bakrie University.
It was kinda awesome I think. Nothing much to be written here as i'd give you some of the pictures later.
yea, later please... it's 0:00 midnight and i'm kinda sleepy and lazy to move things from my phone to the laptop. yea dropbox dropbox, but i'm seriously sleepy right now so next time okay?
Fragment of Memories
Have you ever been thinking what's the point in your life?
Have you ever been thinking what's the point in your life?
As moslems, some of you may have known that our purpose of life is to worship our Creator. However, worshipping Him may comes to different terms. Of course daily pray is included, but the rest are a complex thing to be told and think of.
I don't know, somehow somewhat.. I feel i'm kinda lost here. Everyday in my life i'm just sitting around, alone, people come and then they go, not even turning their back for a time.. and then again I feel lost, being left by people all the time. And I seriously don't know what to do once I'm getting out of the University.
For instance, I really have no purpose of being here. I know that we should remember about our parents, but all my parents want to do is making me happy. I'll be happy if i get to be a pilot. A pilot life may suits me most. Going to airports, briefing, and fly.. taking myself and the others to the sky, enjoying its scenery, what could be better than a life like that. I dislike myself being an officer for days, came to an office, drink coffee, sit in the middle of busy people, imagining that kind of things makes me sick. I'd rather going for a cycle of life where I'm working as a pilot. but well parents, they have their own thinking way.
I'm really bad at communication which is why i never have a gf? that I can't think of anyway to let my parents let me to go to aircraft/pilot school.
As I'm wondering my life, I begin to think.. what if I actually never exist?
It's like.. if I'm gone, will someone miss me? will people know what's left behind about me?
It's like.. if I'm gone, will someone miss me? will people know what's left behind about me?
I think whether my presence exist or not, things will be just the same. I am a nobody, a fragment of memories that'd been trapped in someone else's .. as it disappear in the process of sands of time that they even won't realize about what's left behind.
As i type things off, I begin to worry about someone I.. uhm.. care about?
It feels like my day isn't complete if i haven't seen her or hear her around.. Now that she asked me to let her alone for a while. She doesn't even know if she could get out of it... Does she realize, that actually.. I'm the one who's being left behind again...
As I type hoping my tears won't bursting out.. I tried to smile and think positively, "you can do it!"
I mean it, you can!
After all, i'm just a fragment of memories
SOOOO~
whenever I'm into this kind of embarassing mood, I always try to quickly overcome it by something to do.
I'd love to watch the moon and stars, but sadly it's kinda impossible here... soo a music could do!
I'd love to watch the moon and stars, but sadly it's kinda impossible here... soo a music could do!
here's for the one who stands up by their own! Save your tears, We Are Soldiers!
